Wednesdays

Tonight I had a great experience.

I got to be paid to do something I loved!

I worked, and had so much fun, and even more than just pleasure, I had contentment. I enjoyed what I was doing, and if I do say so myself, I am good at it. :)

I never ever thought that I would like to work at a retail store. I love it.

I don't know if I have what it takes to be a teacher, I have doubts lately.

-What if I fail the children?

-Is it too much responsibility?

-What if children forget about me?

-I'm gonna burnout fast

-Kids can get annoying

-Do I have enough energy and personality to last through a day in front of impressionable youth?

....Who KNOWS!???

I guess I'll see where my path leads me.

All I hope is that the path leads me to happiness.

I want to be able to enjoy life.

I want to fall in love, and be loved back. It's the most amazing feeling I have ever known. I put my faith in love so much, and I fall so fast and so hard that I get hurt by love. It's just so powerful. But hopefully this hurt love has shown me will be juxtaposed by the intense happiness that love will bring me. :/

I have so much homework. :( It's one in the morning and I'm starting to think I should start on my homework.

goodnight Irene.

I hope I get to dream tonight!