Things get discouraging.

Well, I felt the need to blog just because I haven't for a while. The reasons I have not are 3-fold:
1-My computer isn't working: my cat knocked over water onto it. This is entirely my fault because I left a glass of water nearby my computer. Now it will turn on but nothing comes up on the screen. UGH.
2-My new years resolutions are not going as planned (I may elaborate more later).
3-I have been feeling LAZY, and such...

On a positive note, I have bought a pea coat! It's super cute, but I still am tentative about it. We'll see. Also, things have slowed down in Waukesha as my mother went back to school, and so now I don't have too many people to hang out with at home. She would always wake me up and say, "Hey! You wanna go shopping??" ...Why would I say no?? It's so hard to wake up when nothing is going on. Although, another positive is that a woman I used to help watch her kids came by and offered me a couple of days to babysit. And today I babysat for the two little boys I have cared for since their birth. Love them. Another positive is that I will be headed to my best friend's school in Indiana to hang out this weekend. She went back to school the 4th, and is currently student teaching. I am looking forward to it because I have not been able to see her a lot over this break.

But, I have been sewing (pretty much) everyday of break, and yesterday I realized all the things I have made suck. UGH. I wish things would turn out better. I also think that maybe I just need to work on my creations harder. OR... I need to just practice. I just got super frustrated yesterday, and of course I haven't done all I wanted to do over break... I haven't made much headway on learning guitar, and have only read one book. I can't imagine how things would be if I was still wasting so much time on my computer. Speaking of which, since my computer died I haven't been able to do my P90X!!! UGH. Well I have managed to go on the treadmill (most) every day.

For all the sleeping I have been doing, I haven't had too much interesting dream material. I did have a dream I went to Africa, (one of my friends is traveling there, and I dreampt that I tagged along) and I had a dream about my girlcrush (nothing graphic/romantic/lesbians, we were just real good friends in the dream. A lot of giggling.. )

Meow.... I wish I had more interesting things in my life. I am excited to go back to school for once in my life... My house is having a party for two of my roomies' birthdays, and I am just excited to have fun and let loose and see my new boycrush and all my other friends of course.