Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Confusion


Sometimes I can get confused between what is real and what is a dream. My subconscious must be powerful, because it often has a big impact on my conscious thoughts and behaviors. For example, if someone is annoying and pissing me off in a dream, I will literally wake up MAD(at them). I don't much care for that, because that person didn't necessarily do anything to make me mad... except for piss off my subconscious in some weird way. In addition.. this is NO way to start off a day. On the other hand, I can have a really romantic dream about someone, and the next day I am suddenly looking at them in a whole new light... I will just find them so much more attractive. This happened to me the other night. A friend from a while back accidentally texted me the other day. I was actually missing this guy recently. He meant to send the text to another Anna, but this text from him got my mind reeling. In my dream we were so in love, and we were married with a little baby! I woke up the next day and I couldn't stop thinking about this guy! I wanted to text him back and tell him :) But I refrained to retain some illusion of sanity. Also recently there has been some drama in my house. It has been unreaLL. But I have woken up having dreams about this situation, and I won't know which details actually happened and which I had dreamed. Sometimes things clear up through the day, but its scary because sometimes I don't know at all what was dream and what was reality! It makes me feel nuts, but I think it is also amazing what your subconscious is capable of doing, and how vivid and real my dreams are. I love the hyper-realistic dreams, mostly the ones that are really romantic and happy :)

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